I didn't have any playmates in my childhood. Almost all of them mocked me, because i was always silent and introspective. All were laughing together as I sat in a corner alone like a madman. Some days I felt lonely, which kept me from being able to breathe. I cried many times because there was nothing which could fill my loneliness.
Until, I discovered Nature. And Music. Now all the people who were laughing at me are walking in a quiet street, in a way that even they don't know what they are living for, who they are, ... even they don't have any playmates now, even they are bored with the games. But now I'm playing with Nature, I play with water in a Sea, I laugh and I'll try to see more places in the future